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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2007|10:28 pm]
it's been a while since i posted anything and since i have time ill do it. things are going alright for the most part. the corps is the hardest thing i have ever done... but then again i am in the hardest outfit IN the corps so it's no surprise. people have a lot of respect for me when they ask me what outfit im in. it's pretty cool. i joined rudder's rangers, a group that gives you insights to ranger training and it's my ticket to doing amazing at infantry school this summer. the work out is extremely difficult though and my squad leader is a PT hoss. hes also in charge of discipline for the corps so i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. needless to say im going to try and get on his good side. i've lost a lot of weight and im slimming down, but that makes my lipoma on my stomach even more noticable so i look lopsided, im getting it removed during christmas though. so it's alllll good:)

the corps is good for me, i have a lot more confidence and shit like that. oh, and reading your bitches, gripes and complaints on LJ is funny. you guys have no room to complain! you have noo00oo00oo idea how good you have it right now. and dont give me that bull about how i 'voluteered' for what im going through, it doesn't matter. the point is, my life suuuucks and your lives are pretty fun. a normal college life is awesome. cherish it:) anyways, hope you guys are doing well!
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(no subject) [Aug. 28th, 2007|10:27 pm]

i really hate company k-1. no fucking time to do anything. none... this...is...so...stupid...
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i am selling some stuffs [Aug. 11th, 2007|06:02 pm]
I am selling some of my most prized possessions because i no longer have a place for them in my current living conditions. I also need 350 dollars for a plane ticket.

I am selling a rapier and a dagger for a total of 100 dollars. When i bought them they were 200 dollars and they are in the same condition as they were then because i have taken very good care of them.

I am also selling my paintball gun for 50 dollars. it is a spider victor II. that is a good deal for that gun. if you buy the paintball gun i will also throw in a 20 oz CO2 tank for free and it will come with the hopper.

I am also selling my flail. It is two spiked balls hanging from a chain and a handle. it's actually pretty nice and im selling it for 30 dollars.

I am also selling three battle axes for thirty dollars each. they are strictly ornamental though so dont use them to chop anything.
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welcome to the suck [Aug. 10th, 2007|01:37 pm]
so i think i am over my whole death crisis. no matter how much i worry about it and have panic attacks over it's not going to change the fact that one day i will die. so i might as well enjoy the short life i was given. so have fun kids and do crazy things!

in a week ill be gone guys! just one week! wowzers. im nervous as hell. this whole year is going to suck.
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2007|04:23 am]
i just had a really big panic attack. i realized that i was going to die. and i already knew that... but.. .for some reason it overwhelmed me. that i would be permanently leaving and i started to cry and freak out. it was not very characteristic of me... i am a man of faith and i believe in eternal life. but... when i was lying alone in the darkness of my room trying to sleep it hit me. and there wasn't an eternal life. just an abyss of nothingness and black. it was scary. i felt so fucking helpless. it was scary as shit. and i kept trying to cling on to my faith but it kept slipping farther and farther away! ahdakfja;lkf;jadklfja wtf just happened?! i really need to start school again:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( i hate time. i really really hate the passage of time. one day it will kill me... and i hate that.
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2007|03:19 am]
Time is really passing by... as i sit and write this it's all rushing down at me. I have filled out so much paperwork for the corps and the army it's unreal. you really do need to sign a lot of things before the government can really own you i guess. The MOS forms, the medical forms, the education slips and the contracts... the classes... the agreements... jesus. the 'dont ask dont tell' form? that one was just funny. Asshole 2nd leuitanents that just commisioned thinking they're tough shit...

i have to delete my brother off of my facebook because as a fish in the corps im not allowed to have him on there and im not supposed to know his first name too. i registered for my classes... it's insane...

my new name is Fish Manias. or just 'fish' seeing as im not allowed to capitalize the 'f' in 'fish'. hmm... this is going to be a weird year guys. im going to be in a great outfit though. i can't wait. im going to meet my best friends on august 19th... the day i ship out. i hope you guys see me before then. i doubt any of you will though because most of you dont really hang out with me
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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2007|04:55 pm]
Your Life is Rated R

Your life is definitely adults only. While children accompanied by parents are welcome, they'll probably be scarred for life.
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(no subject) [Jul. 7th, 2007|08:37 pm]
really fucking amazing. all my friends go to philmont and im stuck with people that never answer their god damn phones or return messages. ah fuck it. you guys fucking suck.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2007|04:43 am]

Your Score: 11", Holly, Unicorn

You scored 26 wisdom, 38 bravery, 21 emotional, and 27 martyrdom!

Holly is a powerful protective wood that good for use against evil, but it also represents dreams and fertility. Your unicorn's tail hair core means that you are pure of heart and care deeply for your loved ones.

Link: The Harry Potter Wand Test written by sputnik845 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

thanks for the test meg!
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2007|04:27 am]
[mood |restlessrestless]
[music |beast and the harlot]

ah man. so much is changing. it's exciting!im never going to see some people ever again but hey, life goes on... and it's not like im going to really miss anyone THAT much. i didn't allow myself to become close to that many people and it's about to pay off! haha

some people im really REALLY going to miss are Dillon and Ben... we've been through so much stuff together. Dillon will be around for a year before he goes off to annapolis and ben... well college isn't really for ben so we'll see what becomes of him. the only free time ill have anymore is during christmas. i have all sorts of stuff to do during the summer! basic training. infantry school. jump school. air assault. wowzers! busy:)


Training regime is going goooood. im still fat but im happy! haha


I can't wait for the super awesome harry potter party.
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